It's been a while, to say the least! A lot of stuff has happened since I last updated but I will not go into EVERYTHING, lawl
I will go ahead and mention the biggest/main things though. SKIP IF YOU ALREADY KNOW BECAUSE THE MAIN STUFF IS MOSTLY ABOUT SCHOOL AND WHATEVER. 8DD
1. I haven't been in attendance of my old high school (Pace High) since the last time I had made a post here, pretty much. It was around the end of September that a meeting for me came up and after some discussion with one of the councilers(sp?) and with one of my teachers about both the way my math teacher had been talking to me, and about my struggle with sinking grades, Mom decided to have me withdrawn.
2. Not too long after, I was driven to be enrolled at a different school- an adult high school that I only need to attend for two hours, two days a week on Tuesdays and Thursdays. c: Ironically, one of my friends (whom was in my last period class at Pace) just so happened to be withdrawn around the same time that I was and we both were placed in the same class at the same adult school! Lucky, isn't it? 83
3. Since then, I've been working on math stuff, and apparently once I'm through with raising my math average I'll be able to take a certain test that will either allow me to get my GED or set me back a bit.
Once I have my GED though, I will be able to move on to college- which, frankly, kinda scares me.
I've been living life day-to-day, because when I think too much about the future I get a sickening pain in my chest and it's very uncomfortable. :c So to think that there is actually not much standing in the way of me eventually having to move on into my own place and my own life... It's very very frightening. It doesn't help that I'll pretty much be going at it alone, since two people that I had used to talk to a lot made a plan that we would find a place together and get through things together like an adventure of sorts~. Since times have changed some since those discussions, I can safely assume that we will not be conjoining our lives in such a manner despite how much as I wish us to, unless some situations are improved perhaps. (It would be pretty fun, and less stressful knowing that there would be others to rely on if we went through with it! :3)
Other friends that I also know all intend to move to entirely different states compared to where I might like to return to, so relying on them isn't a wide possibility either...
For now though, I'll continue on my little road of whacky sleep-schedules and simple days and not think too much else about that lies in wait.~
-end of that part-
Aaaand I think that's it for the semi-important stuff.
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In terms of minor news though:
1. I have made a new buddy on dA, and we have been doing a couple of roleplays that are soon to connect into one! :3 It has been a nice feeling to be able to get back into roleplaying with someone, but I will admit that sometimes there are parts in her replies that leave me either confused or slightly dumbfounded. XD; Still, she's pretty good despite that, given her age and all. (No, I will not disclose how old she is. >3>)
2. I have made a roleplay song list with said buddy, and it was a pain to put together. ;3; I don't know how much I'll update it, since I'm lazy, but at least a majority of the songs/music that we have exchanged has been included.
3. I've had a new phone for about a month now I think? It's a double touch screen Android thingamabob. While I occasionally get a call and sometimes(notsomuch) text friends, I mostly use it to play music and different versions of Angry Birds. 8D Hurrr- *shot*
4. I have been thinking/working on starting over with some old comics/storylines that I had before. Dying Day, Into Darkness, and Solitare are the main ones that I have in mind. (Umbrella Girl would be included but I never had a solid storyline with that to begin with; besides, it was never made into a comic, lol.) I have removed some old pages from a few sketch books so that I don't have to keep looking at them and feeling embarrased when other people see them; the exception is my oldest (and first!) sketchbook which happens to contains the very first draft of Dying Day (the comic version). o3o
I kinda did this to also show it as a sign that I'm intending to start "fresh" without having to skip past older pages/drawings.
5. ...I might actually be tempted to include some page comparisons later. You know, like scaning the really old pages and showing newer ones when I get to them?
6. I have also been working on other styles, since I kinda want at least one of my main story-type projects to be seperated from my messed up not-so-Sonic-like Sonic style. |D I still draw in that style though, for a couple of friends, so it's not like I have completely given it up for any that care! No worries~ I guess I just like the thought of all my characters being versitle and not having to be thought of or drawn in only a singular way. :3
7. This really should have been mentioned before the others, but whatever! :D
I've been working ever-so-slightly on inking. I still don't like the process very much, since I'm afraid to make the slightest mistake and potentially ruin a picture and then get judged for it. D; Buuut I think I have improved a bit from my first attempt, so hopefully that's something.
8. I've gotten back into writing, somewhat. That is not to say that I will be doing a lot of creative writing in the future, but at least I have written two or three new things in a composition book that hadn't seen the light of day since October. < 3 < *shot again*
9. I might make a new dA account. It's just a thought that's up in the air right now, so I don't know if I'll be seriously following through with it.
10. I've gotten into using Evernote! It's pretty handy, so I guess I'll see how long I stick with it, haha~
...Holy crap this got long quickly. o-o
So then, now that we're mostly up-to-date here, what to use this little blog for now hm? I still like the idea of having a place to just vent and/or ramble (which should be obvious considering the length of this post now) without bothering much of anyone, so I'll keep this place for that purpose. I'll also continue to occasionally include drawings and such, and I'm hoping that my art has improved slightly from previous sketches in previous posts.
I won't promise avid updating, but at least this is a start~
Until next time, Snow out! ;D
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