I keep forgetting I have this thing

Geez man. I'm terrible at keeping updated anywhere I tell ya. :B

I actually had made a second account here, despite not keeping up with this one. Best idea right? 8D

(That was sarcasm, yes yes. link for the curious http://violetsnowmoon.blogspot.com/ )

I didn't update that one much either and I pretty much only made it due to being inspired. xD

That and I wanted to use a frost theme more than a rain theme, since I love ice as an element and such~

Sooo I'm wondering on what to do with these blogs. I was thinking that maybe if I ever want to ramble on something again (without bothering many people) then I would do it here, and keep any art I want to show (that won't be put on dA anywhere) on my other blog.

I'm not sure about it since it's clear that there aren't many places that I actively go onto anymore, so it feels like it would make more sense to just stay on one blog entirely so that I'm not splitting my miniscual(sp?) attention when I barely show up here anyway. |D Plus I actually haven't been feeling the need to  rant as much for the past year, and if I do I just tell someone on Skype.

There's potential plans/ideas with a particular ~someone~ (that has been mentioned previously) to make alternate Tumblr blogs also, just for fun, which would further draw my attention away from this place. Hence, why I wonder on what to do.

Hmm...

Don't know yet. But at least it should be more clear on why this hardly gets updated-

so if you don't hear from me for another few months then you know why. :U
*shot*

To counter the walls of text in the last post...

I shall include some drawings! 8D Or rather, the pictures of drawings in most cases. XD

Redraw of a character named Anastasia Lucriem that was orignally made back in Febuary of 2010

 Close-up, lol~ I like the eyes here owo

 Mini roleplay scene with hands that I didn't feel like detailing- bottom character is Blanca James

 Anastasia and Blanca~ Chibi practice as well as a gift :3

 Anthro-ish style test that I like <3

 Picture of a sketch from January of this year of a main-ish character of mine named Snowy Avera .3.

 Antagoinist/potential anti-hero that goes by the titles/names of Raven and Crow. (Mostly Raven though.) She is invoved with the roleplay that Anastasia and Blanca are in and she's rather... Infatuated with Anastasia, you could say, hehe~ >:3

 Black Butler parody drawings that I kinda like 83 yesthatisShadowthehedgehoginvolvedthereshutup

Veeeery old drawing of a character named Azula! The human one was drawn before the Sonic one, but I prefer the Sonic version of her more here since she seems cuter and I actually still like how it turned out~ You can say that she is kiiiinda involved in Dying Day, but minorly, and it's possible that she won't make much of an appearance (if any) in the comic or story. :< We shall seee. >3>

Aaaand that is all~
Everyone except for Blanca and Shadow is mine
Blanca belongs to Rose-thefox/ Psycho on dA :3
Shadow is copyrighted to SEGA/ Sonic Team and stuff

Well well well-

Look who's baaack? 8D

It's been a while, to say the least! A lot of stuff has happened since I last updated but I will not go into EVERYTHING, lawl

I will go ahead and mention the biggest/main things though. SKIP IF YOU ALREADY KNOW BECAUSE THE MAIN STUFF IS MOSTLY ABOUT SCHOOL AND WHATEVER. 8DD

1. I haven't been in attendance of my old high school (Pace High) since the last time I had made a post here, pretty much. It was around the end of September that a meeting for me came up and after some discussion with one of the councilers(sp?) and with one of my teachers about both the way my math teacher had been talking to me, and about my struggle with sinking grades, Mom decided to have me withdrawn.

2. Not too long after, I was driven to be enrolled at a different school- an adult high school that I only need to attend for two hours, two days a week on Tuesdays and Thursdays. c: Ironically, one of my friends (whom was in my last period class at Pace) just so happened to be withdrawn around the same time that I was and we both were placed in the same class at the same adult school! Lucky, isn't it? 83

3. Since then, I've been working on math stuff, and apparently once I'm through with raising my math average I'll be able to take a certain test that will either allow me to get my GED or set me back a bit.
Once I have my GED though, I will be able to move on to college- which, frankly, kinda scares me.
I've been living life day-to-day, because when I think too much about the future I get a sickening pain in my chest and it's very uncomfortable. :c So to think that there is actually not much standing in the way of me eventually having to move on into my own place and my own life... It's very very frightening. It doesn't help that I'll pretty much be going at it alone, since two people that I had used to talk to a lot made a plan that we would find a place together and get through things together like an adventure of sorts~. Since times have changed some since those discussions, I can safely assume that we will not be conjoining our lives in such a manner despite how much as I wish us to, unless some situations are improved perhaps. (It would be pretty fun, and less stressful knowing that there would be others to rely on if we went through with it! :3)
Other friends that I also know all intend to move to entirely different states compared to where I might like to return to, so relying on them isn't a wide possibility either...

For now though, I'll continue on my little road of whacky sleep-schedules and simple days and not think too much else about that lies in wait.~

-end of that part-

Aaaand I think that's it for the semi-important stuff.
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In terms of minor news though:

1.  I have made a new buddy on dA, and we have been doing a couple of roleplays that are soon to connect into one! :3 It has been a nice feeling to be able to get back into roleplaying with someone, but I will admit that sometimes there are parts in her replies that leave me either confused or slightly dumbfounded. XD; Still, she's pretty good despite that, given her age and all. (No, I will not disclose how old she is. >3>)

2. I have made a roleplay song list with said buddy, and it was a pain to put together. ;3; I don't know how much I'll update it, since I'm lazy, but at least a majority of the songs/music that we have exchanged has been included.

3. I've had a new phone for about a month now I think? It's a double touch screen Android thingamabob. While I occasionally get a call and sometimes(notsomuch) text friends, I mostly use it to play music and different versions of Angry Birds. 8D Hurrr- *shot*


4. I have been thinking/working on starting over with some old comics/storylines that I had before. Dying Day, Into Darkness, and Solitare are the main ones that I have in mind. (Umbrella Girl would be included but I never had a solid storyline with that to begin with; besides, it was never made into a comic, lol.)  I have removed some old pages from a few sketch books so that I don't have to keep looking at them and feeling embarrased when other people see them; the exception is my oldest (and first!) sketchbook which happens to contains the very first draft of Dying Day (the comic version). o3o
I kinda did this to also show it as a sign that I'm intending to start "fresh" without having to skip past older pages/drawings.

5. ...I might actually be tempted to include some page comparisons later. You know, like scaning the really old pages and showing newer ones when I get to them?

6. I have also been working on other styles, since I kinda want at least one of my main story-type projects to be seperated from my messed up not-so-Sonic-like Sonic style. |D I still draw in that style though, for a couple of friends, so it's not like I have completely given it up for any that care! No worries~ I guess I just like the thought of all my characters being versitle and not having to be thought of or drawn in only a singular way. :3

7. This really should have been mentioned before the others, but whatever! :D
I've been working ever-so-slightly on inking. I still don't like the process very much, since I'm afraid to make the slightest mistake and potentially ruin a picture and then get judged for it. D; Buuut I think I have improved a bit from my first attempt, so hopefully that's something.

8. I've gotten back into writing, somewhat. That is not to say that I will be doing a lot of creative writing in the future, but at least I have written two or three new things in a composition book that hadn't seen the light of day since October. < 3 < *shot again*

9. I might make a new dA account. It's just a thought that's up in the air right now, so I don't know if I'll be seriously following through with it.

10. I've gotten into using Evernote! It's pretty handy, so I guess I'll see how long I stick with it, haha~

...Holy crap this got long quickly. o-o

So then, now that we're mostly up-to-date here, what to use this little blog for now hm? I still like the idea of having a place to just vent and/or ramble (which should be obvious considering the length of this post now) without bothering much of anyone, so I'll keep this place for that purpose. I'll also continue to occasionally include drawings and such, and I'm hoping that my art has improved slightly from previous sketches in previous posts.

I won't promise avid updating, but at least this is a start~
Until next time, Snow out! ;D

Snow used positivety!

...It was semi-affective? |D

This is pretty much going to be a postitive post, since I think we could use one- right Silvey? 83

Don't know if you remember this, but I drew it as a way to show my faith in us. <3 Some mistakes are there, though I hope it's still alright- I still have faith, you know. Always have~

I'm not sure if you still like seeing my doodles, but I guess it's worth putting this up? |D; You're the main/only reason I put art up here anyway.
1. Looks like someone bent Sam's sword- and she is not happy. 8<

2. Finally got a design down for Antonette, Larone's (or Demon Teddy's) sister. Her "element" deals with crystals- rock hard, sharp, yet pretty. She has a lovely, and decietful, appearance- for the most part she appears sweet, calm, and regal. But she is far more sinister than she appears and is like her brother when it comes to contrasting personality traits. Antonette is a demon of nightmares, meaning she can get into people's minds while they're asleep and/or most defenseless, then create copies of their (worst) nightmares and bring them into reality. Her trademark sin is unknown, though some guess that it's either pride or envy.
...Now I just need to design Mr. Merchant and get him a name. XD;

3. Drawing of Kal with lightning streaks in the background. The eyes were drawn at an uneven level on purpose to add to the expression. I did it from memory, so I'm sorry if his hair or something else is off. D:

I'm sure this post might seem a bit pointless, but I hope it also seemed at least slightly positive to you. ;w; Love ya~

:edit 4/11/12" I'M SORRY FOR ALL OF THE BIG BOOBS HERE, AND ON OTHER POSTS TOO ORZ:

Well that's just great

Some of the pictures I drew that I actually liked got blown into water and were completely soaked- now they're all crumpled and dirty. =A=; It's the first time I felt like crying in a while, but I didn't- it would have looked stupid on my part to shed tears over drawings. It happened six days ago though, so it's pretty pointless for me to even be making a post about it, especially because of what day it is today.

I know what happened- I just don't get upset about it. I wonder if not being emotionally affected by what happened a decade ago makes me seem heartless or just detached from the world. .-.; Maybe I'm just messed up in the head. XD; How do people put up with me, orz

Blah blah

I mentioned on dA that I would eventually make a post about how the first day was, but I don't really feel like going into great detail about it now since it's been a little while.
I'll just put most of that day briefly- I met up with some friends, helped Mr. Lucky Charms find one of his classes, got stuck in the wrong room 4th period/block, and had to stand outside for 20 minutes waiting for the bus, before school and after.

Anyway, I didn't go to school today since I either missed the bus or it didn't come at all- my period started not too long after I decided to come back inside, so maybe it wasn't so bad that I stayed home. 
(I actually got a hint that it was coming, since I found a bit of blood last night, but eh, whatever. XD;)
I basically spent most of the day in bed- not to be lazy, but because the flow was/is heavy and to put it simply, it doesn't/didn't make me feel too good. D:

On a better note, I have been drawing some over the past couple of days, and a couple of friends told me I was improving on my humans! I kinda thought I was too, so it made me happy to know that I wasn't just being narcissitic(sp?) for thinking it. :D
I might scan some things later and make another sketch post; I guess we'll have to see. XD

Optional post- Handwriting Wizard result

Something I decided to try out and stuff a week or so ago- I'm putting it here just because I can. XD This isn't really important, so you don't have to read it if you feel you already know me well enough to expect some of the things that come up in this personality-describing result thing. o3o
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 Brittani uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.
The circumstances when Brittani does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.
Brittani will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.
Brittani is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Brittani doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
Brittani will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Brittani believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.
Brittani will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
Brittani can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of action.
Brittani is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Brittani learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget.
Brittani is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.
She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.
Brittani is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Brittani basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.
Brittani is constantly disappointed when trying to reach success. She works very hard, perhaps harder than most, then just before succeeding, something happens that keeps her from success. Often, Brittani changes to a second project just before the first one is finished, thus failing to complete the first project. Sometimes she changes because she feels she needs a different challenge. Brittani feels dejected. This feeling relates to her failures. This trait is very important in a working situation and in a relationship. She must be handled in a very special way to get the most work from her or to make a relationship last. Concerning this trait, personality modification is available to change her life.
 Brittani has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
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I would say about... 95% of this is right. There are some bits that aren't completely correct though. .3.; I sincerely hope none of this makes me seem scary. |D; Yeeeaaahhh.